Woke up at 7am this morning with an absolutely horrible nightmare still running through my head. No, not a dream about monsters or killers or other horrors. It was actually about the science fair!! I know, that sounds entirely geeky, but it was horrible! I dreamt that we were having a large convention of some sorts, including an executive meeting, and problems began when one of our co-chairs decided to take complete control of all activity, not talking to anyone, and then sided with L to cause a complete revolt against the rest of us. Okay, so that doesn't sound all that bad, but for me, it was not a nice dream to have. I felt betrayed, especially by L who is like a big sister for me, very disturbed, unhappy. Oh man, I didn't wake up in a good mood, and am feeling quite unnerved right now still. Too complicated to fully explain, but it was disturbing. It ended in a very strange fashion, with a completely different cast of characters, but at least it was a bit more comforting.
I think my mind is just on a bit of a roller coaster after the last couple of weeks - lots of things to think about, alot of serious discussions, both personal and professional, to be had. All insecurities and fears are rearing up. So today is a complete day off. I do have a lecture to complete for Monday, but today I am going to go spend a few hours at the gym, maybe getting rid of this disturbed feeling by going a few rounds on the heavy bag. If I could find a sparring partner, that would be great too.
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