Wow, what a past 48 hours. The week started off pretty good, and then did nothing but spiral downwards, FAST!! I'm sitting here with a tumbler of wine (yes, B, taking care of myself) and relaxing after city league (won my match 3-0, but it wasn't pretty!). I'm trying to figure out how the last day of the week will play out. Can it get worse? Probably. If I have to start searching for a lawyer, you'll know it's gotten worse! Anyone know a good lawyer? Never thought I'd be saying that!
I see-saw between emotions tonight - mad, pissed, angry, upset, disappointed, sorry, depressed, fatigued, etc. I alternate between being mad at myself and mad at others, disappointed in myself for disappointing someone I respect, mad that I'm getting worked up about this and letting someone bully me.
OH FUCK!! And I just opened my email and WHAM! A message from my father in my Hotmail inbox, the only email address I haven't blocked him on. Gees, yes, it could get worse!! Of course!! This would SOOOOO have to happen this week!! Yes! Apparently all the gods are against me this week. Welcome to 2007 folks, the winter from hell with all sorts of fun surprises!!! Yes, welcome to sarcasm at its best. Oh great, he just got back from a cruise to the Carribean. Yeah. Good from him. I just sent off a response. I don't think I would have except that I'm hyped up, tired, mentally and emotionally exhausted and just don't want to fucking deal wtih his shit right now.
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